please don't!
Soo... as much as I listen to fall out boy ,.. i wish i wasn't listening to them rightnow! i just need to chill and find myself a new! but you see they never meant a thing to me .. she never meant a thing to me! i'm growing up!! you know to think about the times when you were younger. ... the shit you did seem fuckin rediculous.. but shit u did after the fact seems even more rediculous! but you know.. what are you gonna do??.. not a damn thang. .. . . i s till love the one person i know not too. but i just can't quit him ... something about how he speaks to me ... makes me to give in to him like no one else. .. . i know i should get away .. but i'm frozen... i guess everyone needs pain... but mine is on a more addictive letter.. i'm addicted to the pain .... i can't go on with out feelin what he put me thru. to feel how someone wants you much more thru pain ... than anything else.. will give the most diff. hight than you have ever felt. . . .i need for real distance... i need actual cubic fe et between us.... to make this real.
if you still want me after thia distance .. than i know this is actually more real than i assume... but no one will read this but me... and only i will think this is more real than reality .. and once again ... love will tear us apart again .
